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anu....
ellarde jeevithathilum undaakum oru pennu.....
orupaddu...ormakal nalkunna oru pennu.........
itharam pennungal randu tharathil undaakam....
snehichu vanjichathum ,snehikkathe vanchichathum....
anu...ival enne snehichum snehikkatheyum vanchichu,,,,
oru pakshe ithu ente maathram..kaazhchappadayirikkum.......
appozhum athenttethanu....ente maathram...
njan +2 padikkunna kaalam.....sorry padikkanayi schoolil cherunna kaalam..
oru juna maasam.....
scholl thudangi ....orazhchayaayi....
ee aadyathe orazhcha.....njan schoolil poyilla...
[kaaranam tottu monu pani aarnnu........]
angane orazhcha...number 11 absent aayi chithreekarikkappettu.........!!!![pinneyum angottu athu thannarnnu]
adutha aazhcha aarnnu ente +2 jeevithathilekkulla entry............
schooolil chennu...enikku ottum cheraatha oru anyaaya koora pants aarnnu...
innum athorthu njan vishamikkuunnu...shankarum....kaaranam...avanum same model aarnnu ..
classile last benchil njan irunnu...aarum enne mind cheythilla.......
pettennu oru hai....shabdham njan kettu..........
anu aayirunno.....allee...alla...
athavalayannu...che che athu aval aarnnu....sherin...aval aval.....che kadhanaayika anu alle...
ah sherin aval aadyamayi enikku oru company thannu.........paavam avalde kashtaakaalam...
angane pathukke njan ororuthare aayi koottukoodi........
dhanya ,sherin,jasmine.reshma,lekshmi,vandan,,,angane oru 19 aayii...apoozhatha oru kutty ..
aval maatharm enne kanda bhavam nadikkunniillaa..njanum angane thanne...
njanara mooon........pathukke njan avalde aduthekku poyi..
starting trouble undu...valare kashttapeetu njan oru hai paranjathum...
kozhikkalan.thendi chetta naari..aravind[ippozhum koottukaranaanu]..avan avalde aduthentho parayanayi vilichu...
aval enne nokkiyathe illa,,,,,appozhanu avalde shaalinavum sundaravumaaya mugham njan kaanunnathu...
orupaadu maattangal,kodunkaattukal,theekshnamaaya.oru aavesham ennil undaay.....annu raathri aanu njan manasilaakunnathu....enikku avalodu kirr thudangi ennu........
avale kurichu ariyanulla ente sramangal annu tanne thudangiyirunnu,,,,
oro nimishavum...orupaadu swapnangal....manakkottakal...cinema scenes.......enthokkeyo
avalodu divasangal chellunthorum snehavum bahumaanavum koodikkonde irunnu.......
aval ennilekku oru paadu aduthirunnu...............
njanum avalum eppozhum samsaarichirunnu........kaanukbol ellam chirichirunnu...
avalde kannukalile theekshnatha enne oru padu shalyam cheythirunnu...........
avalodu adukkunthorum..njan ennil ninnu orupaadu dooram sancharichirunnu...........
ente swapnangalile,njan kaanunna cinemakalile..naayikaa aayi kazhinjirunnu aval...
ente oro vaakilum....nenjidippilum..oro shwasathilum aval niranju ninnirunnu.........
avasaanam...njan avalodu...veetile number chodichu...
oru koora chiri chirichittu aval paranju....athu sheriaakilla kirane ennu
njan thalarnnilla...
orupaadu vattam aavarthichu chodichu...............aval tharan orukkam allarnnu...........
ariyilla kaaranam enthanennu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
appozhatha oru divasam..aval enikku oru num ezhthi thannittu paranju..ithaanu ente number ennu....
avalde mughathu oru kalla chiri njan kandaarnnu....
enthanenillatha..santhoshamaarnnu..enikkannu..achante kaiyil ninnu cash adichu maati njan ellarkkum annu treat koduthu
........aval swamanasaale number thannathu kondaanennu thonnunnu annenikkavale vilikkan thonniyilla
adutha divasam aanu njan aa sathyam mansilaakunnthu...aval enne pattikukayyayirunnu ennu.......
aravindinte idea prakaram...avante ammede....ayye kiran......!!!avante aardeyo number aanu thannathu...
avar enne kaliyaaki oru paaduu chirichu...
athinulla pany annu vaikunneram thanne njan aravindinu koduthu...........
ennalum avan athu koode ninni cheyyandaarnnu.....alla ningal thanne para.......
aval ennodu oru sorry polum paranjilla.........
annathe divasam...njan veetilethy..appo national channelil jwalayay thudangiyitte ullu...
pettennu oru call.....ring ring ring
njan call attend cheythu....
kiran :..hello aaraa??
anu :njan anu...
kiran...hello hello.....??
anu :kirane njan anu.....sorrytto......innale njan kaanichathu koodippoyi ennariyam..sorry...aravininte idea aarnnu
kiran :athu potte kuzhappam illa....ente number engane kitty
anu :athokkke kitty...
etc etc etc.......[prvte]
aval phone vecha udane.......ithuvare illatha reethiyil njan onnu nilavilichu..
ariyathe oru nimisham ente kannu niranju poyi.......
udan thanne telephone exchangil vilichu..njan anweshichu....incoming calline pattiyulla details ariyaanayi...
Boothil poyi njan chodichu avarkkum ariyilla.........
orupaadu anweshanangalll............oru karyavum....
illa annathe divasam ennile kaamukan vallandu unarnnirunnu,,,,,,,,,,
adutha divasam muthal njan avalkku ennum chocolate vaangikodukkunnathu pathivakki.......
ennum anu nu kiraninte vaka alpenliebe........
aval kazhikkunna sweetsinte cover njan collect cheyyan thudangiyirunnu....
angane orupadu orupadu naalukal........
pinnile seatil irunnu ella class nadakkumbozhum avale maathram nokki..njan iruunnu
oro vattom thallu kittumbozhum......njan vedanichirunnillaa
kaaranam aval ente koode undaayiruunu......
avalde kannukal enne santhoshippichirunnu...
classile chila penkuttikal itharinju enne kaliyaakkan thudangiyiruunnu......
athu enikku orabhimaanamayirunnu,,,,sathyam...........
petteenu oru divasam..aravin paranju avalkku vere kaamukan undu ennu...
pottan avane njan vishwasikkilla......
kaaranam enikkku avane ishttamaallarnnu.......
ente pranaya cheshtakal thudannu kondee irunnu.....
oru padu alpenliebe....njan vaangikkonde irunnu.....
pettennu oru divasam aval ennodu alpenliebe yude artham chodichu.......
njan paranju i love you ennanennu......
athinu shesham aval onnum parayathe............avalde benchil poyirunnu........
idakkidakku olikannittu enne nokkunnum undaarnnu...................
athu deshyam aano..naanam aano..ennu enikkariyillarnnu
entho avalde koottukaari vidya enthokkeyo enne patti parayunnathayi vaartha enikku kitty.....
entho njan avalodu chodikkan ninnille...........
ente maryaatha ennu parayam...........
orupaadu divasngal kazhinju poyi........
pettennu oru divasam..njanum shankarum nilkkumbol..aval ente aduthu vannittu...pottitherichu.......
anu :enthe ninte vicharam....
njan hai paranjal enikku thannodu ishttamakumo??
njan kai kaanichal enikku thannodu ishttamakumo??
njan phone vilichal enikku thannodu ishttamaakumo??
melaal ennil ninnu ingane onnum thaan pratheekshikkaruthu.......
kettooooo.........
orupaadu vishamam ullil undaayittum...enikku onnum illa enna bhavathil njan ninnu
ente manasu kathuvarnnu...njan athu purathu kaanichilla
ullil karayunna manasumaayi njan avide thanne ninnu.....
shaker chirikkunnundaarnnu.....
pettennu schoolile mattoru avathaaram...aneesh latheef.....
avan vannittu entho karyamaayi samsarikkanam ennu ennodu paranju....
avante koottukaran avale snehikkunnu ennum..njan avale marakkanam ennum......
enikku avanodu parayan onnum illayiruunnnu appol...
njan thala kunichu nilkkan maathrame enikku kazhinjullu.......
ee vedana ellam kazhinju..veetilethy....
ammayum achanum orupadu chodyangal....njan aake thalannu poyirunnu......
pettennnu oru call..........ring ring
amma call attend cheythu........aa call enikkayirunnu.....
athu avalde kaamukante pariveshathil aaro......njan anu te kaamukanaanu.
nee paranjittu vishavasikunnilaa...ennu paranju atha vilichathu..
avale ini shalyam cheyyaruthu..............
oru vaakku polum parayathe njan call cut cheythu........
oru manushyante valiya thakarchakalil onnu..onnu maathram..............
orupaadu karnju njan annu...
avale njan veruthu thudangi....avale maathramalla...sthreekaleyellam ........
deshyathinte kodumudiyil ethiyirunnu njan aappoo...
adutha divasam njan schoolil poyilla......
chammal aarnnu........[frankly]
pinne njan schoolil poyathu enne thanne tholpiikkanaarnu........tholpichu.....
ella penkuttikalodum verupparnnu.......ellevareyum cheetha vilichu....
vazhakkukal undaakki thudangi...........ellareyum veruppichu......
pennungale vishwasikkan pattatha vargamaaki njan ente manasine maatti......
anuvinte koottukariyude birthday sweet polum vaanagan njan thayyarallarnnu........
verupparnnu ennodu thanne.............
avale oru paadi praaki.....cheetha vilichu...
ennittum nashtta bodham ennil thanne undaarnnu.......
evide pennungal undelum avide njan cheetha vilikkumarnnu...
examples.....
nomi
sumi
ancy
amitha.
vidya.
angane orupaadu.......
jeevithathinte naala oru kaalaghattam..njan thanne illathe aaki..
padikkathe...kallu kudichu......tution cut cheythu...veettikaare veruppuichu.....
ippo njan ente jeevitham vere oru vazhikkannu....
innum anu ente koode thanne undu...
ente nalla oru koottukaaryaayi.......
pandu cheyhtha mandatharangal..athaayathu baala chapalyangal.......athu anu nee kshamikkanam.......
innum mansinte aetho oru konil nee ingane olinjum paathum enee nokkunnu......
ninte kshamikkan thonniya nalla manasinu nanni..........